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okay so im feeling much better about things. i hopefully will be getting my own apartment soon. I had lunch with my mom yesterday and talked to her about things. so yea, much better now.
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k, so i should stay up

i have 2 revised essays, 1 reader response, and 10 journals due tomorrow.


so i'll be up at 5:45am.


night fuckers.


i still havent smoked. it hurts.
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You are Mildly Masochistic.


Role-playing and fantasy games are fun for you, but you are safe and careful.

Don't worry, you are completely healthy!



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You are PURE.


You may be very innocent and lack experience.

This could change in time.



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You are The Lovers.


Sensual, loving and obssesed with sex.

Do you walk around naked at home??



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You're a "Dirty Fuck".


You're a dirty minded girl and love mixing pain with pleasure.

You take bondage and all that good stuff over romance any day.

If only your parents knew.



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haha..uhm..okay.
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For each experience, rate it 0-5:
0-never
1-once
2-a few times in my life
3-a few times in a year
4-a few times in a month
5-more than once a week

1. Had a feeling of deja vu. 4
2. Had a feeling of being in touch with someone far away, without using the traditional 5 senses. 4
3. Practiced white magic for the good of others. 0
4. Been to a spiritual healer who helped your problem. 0
5. Known an event would happen without a normal way for you to know this. 4
6. Successfully used Ouija, tarot cards, etc. to learn information. 4
7. Given someone a psychic reading. 2
8. As an adult, carried "good luck" charms. 3
9. Had your prayers answered. 5
10. Paid to see a fortune-teller or psychic. 0
11. Seen or felt the presence of a ghost. 5
12. Moved or bent an object using mental energy. 2
13. Personally seen aliens. 0
14. Wondered whether you could have ESP. 0 i know i do.
15. Had an outside spirit temporarily enter your body. 0
16. Taken actions based on your horoscope. 0
17. Felt that you or your consciousness was OUTSIDE your body. 3
18. Read someone's palm/tarot cards/etc. 3
19. Had a dream/vision that became prophetic. 4
20. Had a feeling you may have been abducted by aliens. 0
21. Used homeopathic remedies to cure an illness. 2
22. Personally seen a spell or incantation work. 1
23. Changed your luck by performing certain rituals. 0
24. Felt that you were in touch with someone who was dead. 5
25. Been able to tell what someone was thinking about. 3.. if it was feeling its a 5.
26. Had an unusual premonition come true. 3
27. Practiced voodoo or black magic. 0
28. Felt you were in the presence of demons. not demons.. but evil.. 3
29. Personally seen [not on tv] a strange creature kill someone. 0
30. Seen or felt someone else's aura. 5
31. Had a near death experience. 2
32. Bought or used a gemstone or crystal for healing powers. 2
33. Cast a spell or used an incantation AGAINST someone. 1
34. Seen a magician's performance on TV. 3
35. Seen/felt the presence of a spirit guide or angel. 4
36. Witnessed a true miracle. 2
37. Made things happen to other people just by thinking about it. 2
38. Studied and used spells successfully. 0
39. Correctly senses someone was in trouble. 4
40. Healed someone without touching them. 0
41. Seen a UFO. 0
42. Sensed an energy field around someone's possessions. 4
43. Seen or heard an unidentified animal. 2
44. Seen a faith healing. 0
45. Personally met someone you thought was psychic. 2
46. Been in a house you believed was haunted. 3
47. Had someone claim to see your aura. 2
48. Felt that you have had previous lives. 2
49. Read your horoscope. 3
50. Met someone who believes they have ESP. 2
51. Been possessed by a demon. 0
52. Been thinking of someone just before they contacted you. 5
53. Personally seen someone practice white magic. 0
54. Had your mind leave your body. 3
55. Personally seen a spirit harm another spirit. felt it.. 2
56. Had a life-changing spiritual experience. 2
57. Done astral projection. 0
58. Guessed someone astrological sign from their personality. 0
59. Thought about your own death. 5
60. Had a mistaken memory in which something you thought happened to you really happened in a movie, tv show, dream, etc. 0

current clothing: dark blue jeans, white socks, neon pick shoes, black antiflag hoodie, lighting bolt shirt.
current mood: happy.
current taste: mint
current hair: dirty, messy, smelly
current annoyance: some of my friends
current smell: cologne. a guy just walked by.
current taste: still mint
current thing you ought to be doing: studying
current ... jewelry : tons of bracelts, my necklace i got when i was a baby. uhm my lip ring.
current book: im reading a lot of books right now.
current refreshment: none.
current worry: that chris will change his mind and hate me.
current crush: crushes are for assholes.
current favorite celebrity: i dont know.
current longing: sleep and nachos.
current music: Nothing.
current lyrics in your head: "sometimes i wish i could just turn my back and run, just turn my back and run away, sometimes i feel like i just gotta gotta get a gun and reach the top of the world my own way"
current make-up (if you're a girl): none.
current regret: not telling chris sooner.
current desktop picture: donnie darko
current plans for tonight/weekend: uhm. get a bag. get my nose repierced maybe. uhm. study. shower.
current cuss word du jour: twatdust.
current dissapointment: the human race.
current amusement: this girl looks a little elfish. thats cool.-
current IM/person you are talking to: none
current love: chris
current obsession: nachos.
current avoidance: class
current thing or things on your wall: i dont have a wall damnit.
current favorite book: anything by vonnegut
current favorite movie: i want to watch donnie darko. now.

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The \\
Last Cigarette: like an hour ago
Last Alcoholic Drink: the day before yesterday
Last Car Ride: less than an hour ago
Last Kiss: less than an hour ago
Last Good Cry: a couple days ago
Last Library Book: i just got like 20 of them.. the two newest are biological warfare and yoga. hehehehe.
Last book bought: lullabye
Last Book Read: im reading on the road by kerouac
Last Movie Seen in Theatres: uhm.. resident evil: apocalypse
Last Movie Rented: ferris buellhers day off.. watching it right now actually
Last Cuss Word Uttered: fuck
Last Beverage Drank: pepsi
Last Food Consumed: a piece of hot dog
Last Crush: fuck crushes
Last Phone Call: tara, last night
Last TV Show Watched: uhm. something on the history channel about giant machines
Last Time Showered: last night
Last Shoes Worn: my neon pink chucks
Last CD Played: sublime acoustic
Last Item Bought: no idea. i think slipknot
Last Download: no idea
Last Annoyance: the fact that i want something sweet to eat right now.
Last Disappointment: day before yesterday
Last Soda Drank: pepsi. stupid pepsi. i want some fucking cherry coke
Last Thing Written: notes in bio lecture yesterday
Last Key Used: y
Last Words Spoken: "c'mon loudog!"
Last Sleep: this morning
Last Ice Cream Eaten: a couple weeks ago.
Last Chair Sat In: im sitting on a stool
Last Webpage Visited: my update page


::LIST 5 SIGNIFICANT THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO YOU IN THE PAST 10 YEARS::
1. I moved to New York
2. I started wearing glasses
3. I got fat
4. I hit puberty
5. I stopped giving a shit about school

::LIST 5 SIGNIFICANT THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO YOU IN THE PAST 5 YEARS::
1. I got my license
2. I moved in and out of my moms house
3. Went to the psych ward
4. Started working
5. Discovered all kinds of music

::LIST 5 SIGNIFICANT THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED TO YOU IN THE PAST YEAR::
1. Graduated High School.
2. Lost my virginity (it ran away man, i dont know!)
3. Lost a lot of weight
4. Stopped watching tv, and going online as much as i used to
5. Started going to college.

::LIST 5 SIGNIFICANT THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED TO YOU IN THE PAST MONTH::

1. Became really close with Chris.
2. GOT TO MAKE OUT WITH TWO GUYS! haha. yeaaa.
3. Doing the best in bio lab.
4. Had a mini nervous breakdown
5. Bill died.

::LIST 5 SIGNIFICANT THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED TO YOU IN THE PAST WEEK::

1. Got in a few fights with Chris, but making up is worth fighting sometimes.
2. Got drunk and saw Fleck
3. Fucked.
4. Had a lot of fun spinning in a chair during one of my classes.
5. Slowly been cutting back on smoking.

::LIST 5 SIGNIFICANT THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO YOU YESTERDAY::

1. Had a decent day at school.
2. Went to the library.
3. Called my mom to see how her surgery went
4. Forgot to call my dad
5. tried to play the guitar with chris

::LIST 5 SIGNIFICANT THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY::

1. I rolled out of bed onto the floor and smakced my head on the table. i was having a weird dream and someone was chasing me and chris had just touched my back so i just rolled out of bed. heh.
2. Chris and I took loudog with us when i dropped him off at school
3. It started raining.
4. I woke up at 3am for the sole purpose of fucking.
5. Ate ramen noodles for breakfast!
____________________

::THE FIRST::
Word you said: ahcoo (thats how i pronounced ice cream.. yea.. my first attempted word was motherfucking icecream..)
School you went to: little lamb preschool
Friend you made: uhm. jamal i think.
Person you loved: i would imagine my mother.
Person you fell in love with: dah......uhm....fuck it. chris.
Person you kissed: david.
Person you dated: josh.
Person you uh... did stuff with: mike.
Illegal drug you took: uhm, codeine.

::THE LAST::
Word you said: "..out?"
School you went to: south kortright, i just dropped chris off
Friend you made: uhm, this kid alex is sorta cool.
Person you loved: uhm.
Person you fell in love with: chris.
Person you kissed: chris.
Person you dated: josh.
Person you uh... did stuff with: chris.
Illegal drug you took: just smoked a bowl

::THIS OR THAT?::
This/That: that
White/Black: black
Shaken/Stirred: "BEAGLES ARE BETTER WHEN SHAKEN, NOT STIRRED!" - me when i was really high
Boxers/Briefs: Boxers
Smooth/Chunky: Smooth
Looks/Intelligence: intelligence
MTV/VH1: fuck.
Nickelodeon/Cartoon Network: cartoon network.
Boohbah/Teletubbies: wtf? teletubbies you hoe.
McDonalds/Burger King: wendys. cunt.
Britney/Christina: oooo xtina all the way. haha.
Jessica/Mandy: no.
Avril/Ashlee: no.
Justin/Nick: no.
N*SYNC/BSB: no.
Pop/Rock: Rock
Rap/Punk: Punk
Good Charlotte/Simple Plan: no.
Grease/Rocky Horror Picture Show: RHPS!!!!!
Marilyn Monroe/Gwen Stefani: Gwen Stefani
Pat Benetar/Deborah Harry: damn, uhm. sorry pat, gotta go with Deborah Harry, shes the fucking shit.
Big Bird/Cookie Monster: C is for cookie. and cookie is for me!
Red/Blue: red.
Hilary/Lindsay: no.
Queer Eye/Straight Plan: NO.
Mad TV/SNL: snl. old episodes though.
Beavis and Butthead/South Park: south park
Daria/My So-called Life: DARIA!
Degrassi/Radio Free Roscoe: degrassi.. hehe.
Smurfs/Snorks: fuck. im sorry man, i just fucking love the snorks.
Care Bears/Strawberry Shortcake: carebears! they freak chris out. bwahawhaw.
Johann/Peewit (please put neither): no.
Dr. Frank-n-Furter/Vanity Smurf: Dr. Frank-n-Furter. woop.
The Sex Pistols/The Ramones: The Sex Pistols
The Clash/Blondie: oo. not nice. but i love the Clash.




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You're funny, you're loveable, you're entertaining,
you like to call yourself "Super
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But that's why we love you. Be careful, ok?


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Smith & Wessen .44 Magnum. You are old school. Fat
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grr. im frustrated. pissed off. and not wanting to go to school.

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Sybille de Cavasculle
Sybille -- impulsive, powerful, ethereal -- Medieval martyr. Persecuted and hunted throughout your days. Your faith is probably one of the most important things in your life, second only to your true love. You're somewhat fatalistic and put your destiny in the hands of the Goddess. Many look to you as a source of inspiration in dark times.



okay, going to school now.
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meeh stop me.

red



Your Sexual Energy is Red!


You are on fire, and it is no wonder, because you have a naturally hot libido.

Your sexuality erupts spontaneously.

And when you are hot, you seek release as quickly as possible.



In bed, you know how to turn your lover on. How could you not?

You are a wild woman when you get it on.

You will fondle and lick and stroke and suck to get you want you want.



Only some people can handle your eagerness in bed, but those who can will never stray.

You have the sexual appetite of a man with the stamina of a woman.

It often feels like you could have a zillion orgasms.



Your way of picking up lovers-to-be is no less outrageous.

You will often go out on a limb in public to lure someone into bed.

And you succeed easily, as many people are turned on by your aggressive flirting.



Your sexual goal for self-improvement should be to learn how to love the little things in romance.

You can learn to embrace the sensual, lighter pleasures in life...

As much as you already appreciate the raw, physical aspects of sex.



Madonna and Christina Aguilera both have red sexual energies full of passion and brilliance.



Be sure to check out people who have outcomes of yellow, green, and pink, as they are pristine matches for you.



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Your: Mysterious eyes. All in the title. Your
independant secretive and myseterious. You
appear cold and distant, but hey, at leats no
one messes with you.


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You're GI Joe with the Kung Fu Grip!! You're
strong, tough, and know how to kick some ass.
Don't forget though, no matter how manly you
think you are, you're still just a doll. God
Bless America.


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you are one horny smiley


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