June 1st, 2004

shit man.

this weekend was interesting.

car is in the shop again.

very tired.

got like 3 hours last night. hmmph.

theres a lot of interesting things to write, but i just dont have the time.



7 out of 10 violent outbursts seem to be caused by sexual frustration. this is what i have concluded by observing people around me.
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what i do during inschool suspension.

Series 1: Basics

Name: Erika Leigh
Birthday: twelve thirteen eigthyfive
Birthplace: Honolulu
Current Location: Harpersfield
Current School: I graduate from highschool in two weeks.
Current Job: i babysit and i guess now im working every now and then at this garlic place.
Eye Color: dark brown
Hair Color: black naturally.
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: the archer is me.
Innie or Outtie: innie
Religion: n/a

Series 2: Who is...?

the prettiest male you know: sam. without a doubt.
the prettiest female you know: hm.. uhhhhhhm. im not sure.
The weirdest person you know: mike
the Loudest Person you Know: mike
the Quietest Person you Know: jeremy
the Sweetest Person you Know: beth
the Sexiest Person you Know: me
Your close friends: my friends are my friends.
the Person that Knows the Most about you: steve. tara.
the person you love the most in the whole entire world right now forever: i like my big toe a lot.
your Crush?: crushes are for pussies
Most Boring Teacher: uhm. *shrug*

Series 3: What is...?

your most overused phrase on aol: yea
the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning: fuck. i dont want to get up.
your best feature: my gi joe kung foo grip! no, uhm, really i guess it would be my eyes.
your greatest accomplishment: surviving
your most missed memory: being happy like i was when i was really little

Series 4: Do You...?

take a shower everyday: no, usually every other day
have a(any) crush(es): pussy
think you know you've been in love: no
want to get married: no
Believe in yourself: depends
have any tattoos/where?: nautical star left ankle inside
piercings/where?: ears, lip.
get motion sickness: sometimes
think you're a health freak: no
get along with your parents: not very often
like thunderstorms: love them. but they scare me.

Series 5: Your Future:

Age you hope to be married?: nooooooooooo
Number and Names of Children: *shrug*
Where do you see yourself at age 20?: in 2 years? somewhere..
Descibe your Dream Wedding: no. fuck you.
What do you want to be when you grow up?: i refuse to grow up, all the way..
What country would you most like to visit?: everyone.

Series 6: what you think of the opposite sex?

best eye color?: dark
best hair color?: dark
short or long hair?: shortish. but not like fucking really short.
best height?: taller than me be like....... 4 inches. yeaaaaaaaa.
best articles of clothing?: *shrug*
best first date location?: in the backseat of my car. bwahaw.
best first kiss location?: whatever.
describe your dream mate: someone who gives me my space, doesnt piss me off too much, can hold a decent conversation, good sense of humor, stubborn, has a temper (or they'll never be able to deal with me), physically strong, childish, likes to fuck, likes to party, loves to travel. did i mention that they give me my space?

series 7: Other:

What do you Wear to bed?: skirt, shirt.
when's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?: a couple weeks ago.
How many rings until you answer the phone?: usually 2.
What's on your mouse pad?: dell
How many houses have you lived in?: like 12..
How many schools have you gone to?: 6
What color is your bedroom carpet?: blue. or something. i dont know.
Are you in love? no, love is for pussies.
Have you ever been in love? no
Are you sexually active? yes
Do you have a significant other? no
How well do love and sex go together? i wouldnt no.
Would you ever give oral sex in a random hookup? uhm. sorta.
Do you even do random hookups? sorta kinda not really maybe.
Have you ever been a "slut" or a "player" in a serious manner? not yet. gimme a couple years.
Do you use people? everyone uses everyone
Been used? yes
Do you believe in waiting until marriage to have sex? fuck no.
Have you ever had a crush on a friend's boy/girlfriend? sure
Have you ever done anything with a friend's boy/girlfriend? not no, but hell no.
Is it better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all? sure
Has anyone ever used a pick up line on you? yea
Do you like bad boys? well of course.
What's your favorite toy(s)?: your dick.
Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? no
Do you joke about sex a lot? yea
Can you relate anything to sex? if i try, yes
When was the last time you got some? uhm like.. 2 days ago.
Is there someone you're longing to be with right this very second? neh, im too tired. okay, i am so lying. OF COURSE THERE FUCKING IS.
So, what's your ideal romantic date? fuck romance. buy me a drink and meet me outside. haha.
If you liked someone and they asked you out, but they didn't believe in sex before marriage, would you turn them down? hmmm. if i liked them then id still date them.. but damn that would suck.
Does someone's social status/reputation have an effect on whether you would say yes or no if they asked you out? nope.
Would you date someone who would be likely to get you in trouble? yup.
What about masturbating, do you do it? not really.
Ever been caught masturbating? no
Ever been caught doing something sexual with someone? yea
Ever walked in on your parents having sex? yea
Do you carry condoms even if you never end up using them? yea, but i end up using them. eventually.
Would you/have you ever skinny dipped? no.
Have you had sex? yea.
More than 50 times? not quite.
Have you ever given anyone a blow job? yea
you ever fingered someone? no
If you haven't done any of the above, would you? girls are creepy though
If someone paid you, would you have sex with someone of the same sex as you? possibly..
Are You Straight or Gay? straight
If you could, would you look in on someone having sex? nah
Would you look in on your parents having sex? no. thats fucking sick.
Girls, have you ever been pregnant? nope,
Guys, your girl ever been pregnant? n/a
Do you think any of your siblings are sexy? only child.
Have you ever had oral sex? yes
Have you ever had sex with a stranger? not yet. bwahaw.
If not, do you want to? *shrug* sure.
Which one are you more afraid of getting...Aids or Pregnant? AIDS


Have you tried:

Caffeine: yes
Alcohol: yes
Tobacco: yes
Marijuana: yes
Cocaine: not on purpose but yes
LSD: no
PCP: no
DMT: no
Ketamine: not yet.
Dextromethorphan: yes
Opium: yes
Heroin: no
Morphine: no
Methadone: yes



What does your name mean? everpowerful queen of the meadow
How old are you? 18
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)? depends on my mood.
Describe yourself in 5 words: explosive, cranky, funny, hyper, geeky
What are your worst qualities? procrastination, apathy, short temper, moody, hyperactive, annoying, let people walk all over me for a long time and then just randomly flip out on them for it.
What are your best qualities? trustworthy to a point, funny, good listner, there when you need me, loyal, generous, caring, i act sorta maternally when it comes to my friends. i just get really protective and shit.
How long does it take you get ready in the morning? anywhere from 30 seconds to an hour.


~SLEEP~


Do you dream at night? yes
Do you remember your dreams? the important ones.
Describe one:
What time do you go to bed usually? 10. but i sleep from about 10:30 - 12:30 then im awake and i go back to bed at about 4 and get up at 7.
What time do you wake up normally? between 6:30 and 7:15
What time do you wake on weekends? between 8 and 9:30.
Do you find waking late nice or annoying? annoying when everyone else is already up. but if im by myself, i love it.
do you sleep with one pillow or two? two.


~SCHOOL~

Do you like school? no, i have 11 days left.
Why/why not? one i dont like people in general, two most of my classes are a waste of my time and i could have gradutated by the time i was 16 if i had been allowed have been homeschooled. so because im bored all the time i dont do much of my work. i hate the catty bullshit fights. the melodrama. highschool is so fucking insane. preparing us for the real world by forcing us to come to this circus? fuck that. school thus far has wasted my time and just caused me unecessary stress.
Whats ur fave subject? gym. because at least i get to run around and not be bored.
Most hated subject? in the past? geometry. one thing i really just do not get.
Do you have a fave teacher? i have a few.
Ever had a crush on a teacher/coach? no, actually i havent.
Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? science/english person.



~FAMILY~

Do you like your parents? meh, i like my mom sometimes.
Ever run away from home? quite a few times
Ever thought about it? yea
Do you have any siblings? nope
If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? n/aHow old are they? n/a
If not, do you mind being an only child? yea, sometimes i think it would have been nice to have someone to play with besides trees, but after living with tara's family i realize how annoying they can be too.
Do you feel your parents spoil you? my mom does.
Do you have big family get togethers ever? not really


~RELATIONSHIPS~

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no, i dont want one at this point.
If so, are you in love with them? n/a
Do they love you? n/a
Do you have a crush? no, crushes are for pussies
If so, are you in love? no
Do they know you like them? no
Is it serious or playful? no
How long have you liked them? no
Ever done something stupid to impress them? no
Have you ever experienced unrequited love? unrequited liking, or lust, yes.
Do you find it romantic or hurtful? hurtful
Even know what it is? yea


~Religion~

Do you have a religion? no
Do you practice it i.e go to church? no
Do you believe in God? in a way
Jesus? yes, no matter what anyone says he was a person
Satan? *shrug*
Heaven? *shrug*
Hell? *shrug*
If you died tomorrow what do you believe will happen to you? i would die. energy would be passed on, and i have no clue after that.


~Morals~

Have you ever been drunk? bwahaw. oh yea.
taken drugs? yes
stolen? yes
shoplifted? yes
lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? yea
gotten into a fight? yea, almost everyday
are you more innocent or guilty? guilty
Would you date a drug addict? probably.
have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? yea
Are you racist? no, i dislike everyone just the same.
Are you discriminatory to anyone? not anyone, everyone.
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? no shit.
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? both.


~Media~

Do you watch tons of tv? hardly ever.
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? like 4 times. maybe 5.
Do you listen to the radio often? yea, everyday in the car
Do you read the newspaper? a few times a week.
Do you read magazines? only when extremely bored
Are you a couch potato? no
Do you use the internet too much? not anymore.


~Music~

Whats your fave style of music? right now i like a lot of oi, crust, hardcore, rap, and reggae
Do you play an instrument? not well
Do you sing? not well, but i sing all the time.
Whats your fave band? i love against me! right now and older offspring.
Why? why does anyone prefer one thing over the other? they make some kind of connection with it.
Have you met them before? from the offspring yea.
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that 6 months: uhm. i dont think ive even bought 3 cds in the last 6 months. well mudvayne. and i want that hatebreed cd. and oh yea i bought a social d tape.
Why did you buy them? to wipe my ass with dipshit.


~Sport~

Whats your fave sport? to play? basketball
Whats your fave sport to watch? hockey
Do you have a fave team of any sort? no
Do you play a lot of sports? just playing around with friends, yea.


~personality~

Are you funny or serious? both
Creative or not? creative
Logical thinker or lateral thinker? both
Are you outgoing or shy? outgoing around my friends if im in a good mood. shy around strangers and my friends when im cranky.
Are you lazy or active? i bounce back and forth
Have you ever been hyperactive? yea
Are you a naturally hyperactive person? i have add. so. in short. yes.


~Looks~

Are you happy with the way you look? not at all
What would you change? my weight
Do you wear makeup regularly? yea, on my eyes
Do you have a large wardrobe? *shrug* yea, most of it doesnt fit, all my clothes are baggy.


~Money~

Do you have a job? yes i do
Do you like it? yea
Are you a saver or a spender? big spender. damn.
Do you work hard or slack off? work hard when necessary
Have you ever been fired? not officially nope.
In trouble at work? nope
Made a major mistake? all the time
Ever had money stolen from you? yea
Are you always broke? no.

~embarassing moments~

Your all time most embarassing moment? never tell.
Ever snorted drink out your nose? haha yes.
Ever giggled like an idiot? duh.
Ever embarassed yourself and pretedned nothing happened? pretended.. and yea..
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? who hasnt
Ever said something really stupid? everyday
Ever snorted while laughing? yes, haha.
Ever fallen off a bed? haha yea, quite frequently.
Ever sleepwalked? i did when i was younger.
Ever talked in your sleep? i do occasionally.


~Memories~

Whats your best memory? my life so far. i guess.
Worst? same as above.
Whats the weirdest memory you have? *shrug* i have memories of things that happened before i was born.
Do you have a good memory? no.
What's the coolest holiday you remember having? halloween.
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