June 14th, 2004

intense.

the night before last i had a dream that broke my fucking heart. im not even kidding.


and last night i had a really creepy dream.


as always, quite suddenly.

i need to leave. ive stayed too long and i need to be on my way again. i decided yesterday that as soon as possible i am leaving. i was going to stay until the end of july. but i think that would be bad for me. except. theres the dream to think of, if its right.. i dont know.



its so wrong to say. but i cant help thinking it. i know im not important enough. but it still seems as though

yea.


God hates me, again.
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