this is such an emo girl thing.
one of the most spectacular people in my life is moving tonight. i wish him nothing but the best. he deserves it. i'll see him again because, because i just will. i dunno. the kid has literally saved my life and i know im leaving here soon, because there is no point in staying here without him.
god, i am so going to cry sometime in the next few hours. probably when im drunk.
i am so terrified.
i dont know what to say. im so happy and devestated at the same time.
more happy though. definitely happy.